did you do this to me?
no I did it to myself I see
it's hindsight
always twenty something
forgetting simplistic things
while oh so introspective
I decayed
and my skeleton spoke
to a bristling leaf
it carried my message on a wind free of release
to the body I inhabit after my disease
I cry for many things
none of which are everlasting
I cry for lack of speech
but is it such a big disaster?
the message is to free a being left of me
whos sight is stricken blind with grief
just another part of me
I ride the wind
I ride the sea
an intensely blissful malady
this forgetting of my everything