Degradation of our lives of solitude
such a pretty scarring
the one that makes me heal
I feel so real in this dream
above the drone of incessant heat
the flames that used to speak to me
that bound me in chains of pity
that suffocate me with self deceit
a martyr dies without a self
this I realized before the swoon
and none to soon
I could have drowned in the blood of hatred
instead I struggled free
the strength to succeed emanating from more than me
away from the heat into warmth and purity
I destroyed that well of lonely selflessness
now left with something akin to my real and true disease