As I sit here looking out the window
Tears fall like rain, small puddles . . . growing
And I think of my love lost
Remembering long ago pain, fear to love again
Feel like life's insane, numbing of my brain
With words that haunt me, I love you
Wonder how this can be said
Can't get them out of my head
Why can't they be true, simple I love you
Heart shatters on ground, no one else around
I long for your embrace, smile on your face
Fear left me drained, face, now tear-stained
I haven't any words for you
My hurt is all to see me through
I pray to shut my eyes and sleep
No more letting souls reach deep
Of all the things in life to fear
Letting someone hold you dear
Hope death eases pain, hiding once again