It was already bad enough,
I though it was gone.
Yet I felt its presence,
something I haven't felt
for a very long time.
It was bad enough the way I talked,
I knew I had it,
I always spoke with a lisp.
A side effect from birth,
and yet I reminded of it still
sometimes.
But that is another matter,
this is something entirely.
A nemesis I haven't had in
quite sometime.
I fear my words are becoming hesistant,
meaning a drop in my self esteem,
unsure about my communication.
Where the conscious
is affected in the manner I talk.
The stumbling of words,
and the greatest fear:
that damn stutter is back.