Once Was

 

There is where I dwell,

the solitude and seclusion

is what I always knew.

 

I was safe here,

my castle

my hiding place.

 

Where the world was

far away

from me.

 

I did not interact

I was reserved

and tried my best

to stay away.

 

When I ventured out,

I tried to fit in

be like the rest,

conforming to others.

 

I knew not what I wanted

for myself,

but learned from others.

 

Now I fear I do not

know what I want,

Not knowing who I am.

 

I became like the rest,

wanting,

desiring,

filled with that I did not need.

 

My life spiraling,

becoming something I was not,

and now I am the person

I did not want to be.

 

I became the monster

that villain I spoke off,

the one I warned against,

 

I have become my own

worst enemy.

I am what I warn against,

 

How did I get here?

Where have I come from?

How can I get back to who

I used ot be?

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