Dance of the Endless Waltz

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Despair

 

I have pondered

for a while now.

 

The theme that has

been with me for months.

 

The need verses wants.

What means more to me.

 

Needing what is

necessary over

wanting what the flesh

desires.

 

As if the choice were

so easy,

when that choice

doesn't really exist.

 

The dilemma only plays

out in my mind.

When in reality,

I am alone.

 

The fantasy is only that,

something that is not real.

Something I feel I can

not obtain.

 

The endless waltz of

ideas runs rampant,

the visions play out,

but none of it real.

 

I am tormented by

the thoughts,

the what ifs that will

not come to be.

 

So I hold onto hope

in solitude I stay

waiting and praying

that someday this

dance might soon be over.

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