Since it was mentioned
I didn't know how to take it.
The days would be long,
and I didn't know what I would do.
Maybe it was just about you
needing time.
I knew it was more than that,
it had to be something I had to accept.
While you have your time,
I must spend my time wisely.
Checking myself,
seeking change, seeking guidance.
I guess checking to see if I too
am making an emotional decision.
Wanting you for everything I loved before,
willing to accept our differences.
Willing to work to find solutions,
seeking compromises in our ways.
I guess I too needed
the 30 days.