I can say I have been here,
but what did I learn?
Did I actually make progress?
Did I put in any effort?
did I really care?
Do I try to change,
rewrite myself?
Do I even want to change?
I hope so.
I wanted this to work,
but it didn't.
Now what?
I'm still here, but where
do I go from here?
Do I revert back to my old ways?
Did I like the life I had before?
I think not.