Cannot dream...
Cannot accept...
Pretending to like myself...
yet I dont....
I loath and I sunder myself
away....
cannot be good enough for
this world...
all falls to hopelessness..
wishing for attention...
wishing for acceptance...
yet I am ignored and passed down
to nothing only because I am
a god damn child...
when will this peace I desire come?
when will this rain poor for me to taste?
too scared to laugh now...
downfall comes before I know it...
trying so hard to make others happy....
disapointment emerges as always...
so now...
I try...
I say...
Fuck This...
Fuck that everyone acheives so well
beliving happiness and sucess grows on trees
without even trying....
I intend and do so fight and
rise for this redemption....
ALL...
All for nothing....
how many times will I ask
myself why?
How many times will I continue to
burden all?
when?
I know I have shitty habbits of life...
I know I am rather having the image that
those disapprove all...
Fuck this...
Fuck all who try to lecture me...
Fuck all who try to change me...
it only desires me to do more...
fuck this...