Fuck this

Cannot dream...

Cannot accept...

Pretending to like myself...

yet I dont....



I loath and I sunder myself

away....

cannot be good enough for

this world...

all falls to hopelessness..



wishing for attention...

wishing for acceptance...

yet I am ignored and passed down

to nothing only because I am

a god damn child...



when will this peace I desire come?

when will this rain poor for me to taste?

too scared to laugh now...

downfall comes before I know it...



trying so hard to make others happy....

disapointment emerges as always...

so now...

I try...

I say...

Fuck This...



Fuck that everyone acheives so well

beliving happiness and sucess grows on trees

without even trying....



I intend and do so fight and

rise for this redemption....

ALL...

All for nothing....



how many times will I ask

myself why?

How many times will I continue to

burden all?

when?



I know I have shitty habbits of life...

I know I am rather having the image that

those disapprove all...



Fuck this...

Fuck all who try to lecture me...

Fuck all who try to change me...

it only desires me to do more...



fuck this...

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