Unto the haze...
the haze of my lifeless soul
tampered by seclusion unto the
essiential years...
I leave...
I laugh and smile...
beliving that my dreams
would come true...
Hoping for my soul retaliate...
I leave again...
unto a familiar, yet changed world...
I continue to laugh...
I continue to smile...
untill the truth clashes...
I awake....
this world...
this life...
I thought I was ready...
I thought I knew...
as the sheltered child I
remain...
disapointment emerges from the
boiled anger of the ones I love...
I try....
I shout...
for the ones to love...
as you drip through my veins...
remember...
I tried...
yet I continue to fail...
peace...
unto my life is forbidden...
my happiness, my love,
my choices....
No more can I stand to withold
these words...
Hoping for some understanding...
always disapointments...
always discouragements...
I try to improve...
I try to understand...
I try to appreciate...
Nothing more but the anger and
hate against me...
how many times will
I ask myself why?
how many times will I cry?
anymore to emerge unto my
chamber of pain?
no more...
darkness...as the candles
burn lower...
remember the words upon the shores
of what things used to be...