What If I
Could never pull through?
What if I
Never got over you?
What if I
Kept up this life I'm living?
What if i
Grew cold and quit giving?
What if I
Pretended it never hurt?
What if I
Buried myself and feelings in the dirt?
What if I
Pushed everyone out?
What if I
Lived only in fear and doubt?
What if these
Scars never faded?
What if my
Thoughts never invaded?
What if I
Was never found?
What if I
Started to drowned?
What if I
Never got better?
What if I
Wrote you a letter?
And what if I
Gave you a reason?
What if I told you
It's because of your treason?
What if I
Left everything unsaid?
What if one day
You found me dead?
And what if I
Took the chance?
And what if I
Gave my bible a glance?
And what if I
Made it through?
Or what if I
Dedicated my death to you?
There's tons of possibilities
And there's no real answer
I feel it's too late
My mind has spread like cancer
I'm just so confused
And I want to be okay
I'm sick and tired
Of running away..