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Heather Maria
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The Seasons Were Ours when i said hi, my name is john
she gave me her middle name
when i said hi, this is my job
she told me she worked in some secret place
when i said hi, this is my life
she questioned every second of it...
while days at a time she dissapeared..
she's scared of meeting someone
she's scared of leaving someone
she's scared of being someone
afraid of seeing herself
she's scared of having no one
she's scared of needing
one
she's scared of holding
on
she's scared of letting it go
she's scared of everybody
she's scared of herself
afraid of everything
afraid of everything
she's scared of going outside
she's scared of being locked in
she's scared of, scared of something
afraid of a new idea
she's conservative
cause it doesn't change
or that's what she believes
no matter what you do, jesus bleeds she's scared of everybody
she's scared of herself
afraid of everything
afraid of everything in the whole wide world
i scared 'er off with smiles
i scared 'er off with sad
i scared 'er off with tries to reach
i scared 'er off when i gave her space
and scared 'er off by breathing
still, scared 'er off by stopping
and frightened her with honesty
i frightened her when i caught her lying
afraid of my existance,
afraid i finally wouldn't
..but never moving...
she's scared of everybody
she's scared of herself
afraid of everything
afraid of everything
she's scared of everybody
she's scared of herself
afraid of everything
afraid of everything
afraid of everything i'm only human i can't take it anymore
