Hopeless
I stand so weak
Collapse from the pressure
Falling on my knees, I have to bow
Pain
Is my only escape
An addiction I abuse
I try to run from it
I'm confused
Needless to say
I don't know what to do
Lying to myself. Lying to you
I'm already dead
A walking ghost in my head
I breathe, I laugh, I love
But I'm non-existent, I bleed
I'm not enough
Maybe I need to die?
Right now I don't understand life
Too much stress
Unnecessary
I feel it's affecting
Tearing off my skin, dissecting
Me
I'm not too blind to see
There's no better place to hide
Than the comforts of my own mind
They say
But inside there's only needles
Poking back, i feel it, it hurts
No one understands individualism
You can't generalize pain!
And if you try, you'll go insane
Hopeless
I've relapsed
Collapsed
Again....