How It Was

 

I miss how it was

When we were so in love

The things we use to do

But now I feel nothing without you

My face is emotionless when I walk

My throats sore from screaming, can barley talk

I shiver whenever I hear your name

It's like a curse word I hear everyday 

From our friends

Again and again 

It makes me sick to my stomach

Because you don't care, probably even love it

How powerful this must make you feel

Knowing you hurt me deep, how it felt so real

I can't stop the sadness

I can't shake it off, it's madness

I just want to curl up into a ball

How do you make me feel so god damn small