Thought’s of a Cutter

People think I’m weird

Think I’m fucked in the head

Some people hate me

Most want me dead



I’m trying to please everyone

I want to end my life

Looking at the sharp instrument

That helps me end my strife



Sliding it across my skin

It doesn’t hurt at all

Watching people watching me

Watching their eyes fall



People don’t understand

That this is my life

My life is stored

In “my little knife”



I work it through my flesh

Watch it cut deep

Looking at the wound

Watching the blood seep



With my blood

Comes all of my fears

All of my anguish

Kept inside me for years



All of my anger

Is taken out with pain

I finish for this time

Tomorrow I’ll do the same…again

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fighter4life's picture

I like this a lot. I think it is a good representation of the subject. You expressed the feelings very well. Good job.