Everyone wants me
To show love for you
Kinda hard to love someone
I never knew
The more I think about it
Might not make sense
It's almost as if
You didn't exist
Here I stand at your grave
Thinking of what to say
That'd explain my pain
And cure the rage
Your family leaves me
Nowhere to run
They act like they're
The only ones
To lose someone
Send a message to your mom
That I can't be her son
No one knows the trials
Of being your child
No tears to shed
For the long been dead
Here I stand openin a new door
And I refuse to be your little girl
ANYMORE
Here I stand at your grave
Wanting something to say
It's been forever since
I've visted your resting place
Everyone tells me to be proud
To put on a smile
But they don't know what it's like
To be your child
Try having broken memories
And not hearing a thing
Living up to expectations
Of a man that didn't make it
An athesit representation
For a hardcore christian
They look straight through me
To get to you
Ignoring the heartache
It puts me through
Then they looks AT me
All they see is you
In my eyes
In my cheek bones
And it gets old
I'm tired of hiding
WHat I need to say
I want people to talk to me
Without saying your name