I hate pretending to be your friend
It's a lie that makes my stomach ache
I've stood enough verbal blows from you
A lot more than I'm willing to take
I hate the anger I always feel
At the sound of your arrogant voice
But I hate that your absence brings me peace
And your pain always brings me joy
Yeah, I hope you cringe when I yell at you
Hang your head as I shatter your pride
I hope for the day when I can stand before you
And express how I feel inside
I'm tired of kindness at other's expense
When my name doesn't sound sweet off of your lips
That affection your charmingly seek from me
I won't give, I won't love, I will fight
I ain't lyin when I scream at you
I ain't jokin with all of my tears
I push you away not I cause I want you close
It's because I don't want you hear
I'm not playing games, I'm not acting tough
I'm not kidding when I scream, "I have had enough!"
I'm ready to walk away
Turn your pretty blue eyes
To my dark back side
And watch me walk away