It all went wrong again
You held the razorblade and grazed it across my skin
My lonely nights are dedicated to you
And the safety pins and glue that hold me together thanks you too
Where were you when all the mirrors broke?
Why didn't you save me when I began to choke?
You never said what you wanted to say
You wouldn't live your life to the fullest today
It took a thousand eternties to get to this state of mind
"I'm always beside you" You tell me as you fall behind
And I can't stop, won't save you in this fantasy
You just want the person that's your ectasy
You never said what you wanted to say
You wouldn't live your life to the fullest today
Cuz forever can only stand a thousand trials
When it's over, it's the face of denial
And if you ever wake up and want to hold me in the night
Remember you lost your chance when you held the knife too tight