Rot

Rot

 

My emotions rot

In my skull

Rotting and dripping 

down my face

In the form of water

 

You're perfect 

These songs Channel 

My emotions 

I never thought it would turn into this

I could've been pure

And happy

And avoided this

 

This poem kills me 

Its the only way

I can express myself 

No one cares

Not even you

No one deserves this

 

I want to say goodbye 

But i cant

I wanted to love you

But I cant

The question you avoid 

You mutilated it

Just like i want to do to these wrists

But just like liking you

It hurts

 

This anxiety is figuratively 

Killing me

Always about you

 

Never about anything else