...so here is the pic and something i wrote about you...
For so long now my dark and empty tomb has leered along beside me
Gently calling for me to slip into its vacancy enticing me with such a sweet moan
Heaving stones that tear my flesh to remind me of the torture I have endured
Murmuring sounds from a putrid existence beckoning for me to deliver my eternity
My body is weak and destroyed from the lonely hollowness of the ground beneath
So many times I have wished I had the strength to damn my own spirit
Fighting back the desires to walk into the arms of the graves all around me
There are few to feed on during these ruthful moments of wandering
My heart has yearned for your light but the cruelty of time has faded its radiance
I begin to prey on human carcasses just to sustain the warmth on my skin
Blindly walking into pits of raw pain and degradation then clawing to survive
But I have hope that you will somehow follow the wind and find me starving for you
So that I might lay my head to your chest and be reborn from the beating of your vessel
You are the force behind this cage of bones that causes a crooked smile to appear
I will keep crawling until the ground breaks my skin wide open and there is nothing left
Without you this existence is sorrowful and disastrous with no hint of peace
There is only chaos and crashing and only a vertical moon to light the path
Quietly suffering so that I might not be the victim of the gargoyles roaming the earth
Every man beneath his skin is a beast in mortal clothes leading me farther from you
But I will not give away the only delusion that has kept me alive…