It has been decided

It has been decided
I’m not the chosen one
My heart breaks
Like I knew it would.
I don’t matter.
We mean nothing.

I thought id be able to handle it
Being the odd person out
The unchosen, unloved, untouched.

I forgot I’m always the friend
The person who is nice and kind
Person who gives good advice
Nice people finish last.

Tonight I will cry my tears and get over my fears of lonliness and never open my heart again

It will take me time to get over you, however you made the decision. So it has been decided.

I tried to open myself up to you.
To be able to be real with someone again. I did and now my heart is broken. I won’t do it again. I’m closing myself off.

As I hear the words to the song look away. I get it. Just look away. You chose. I free you.

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