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My Armor Holds No More
I told myself I would get over you.
Wash all my thoughts of you
away.
But when you held me against you once again.
I felt
happier than I had felt in weeks.
I will never go back to you.
But
I am sure you felt me relax in your arms.
I had no idea the tension
I had gathered in your missing.
But I lost it all when you came near.
My heart and body say one thing,
My thoughts say another.
I dont know how but once again,
you slipped past my armor.
I dont know why but I feel like I left a hole,
One you couldn't reach unless you truely tried.
But my armors gone, you destroyed it.
And in its place is naked vulnerability.
I said I wouldn't go back to you,
and I wont.
But my heart and body protest, proof of how much I want to give in.
