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a piece of my story
Never feeling this love but once before
Questioning what itll be that shakes the core
Tears and sinking breaths
Fists tight and raging with anger
All the pleasurable feelings when things are better
Cant seem to out weigh the heart wrench when they're severed
Astonished that one is even able to feel so deeply
Confused why one would want to when it can be taken so easily
My love here was forced
Put in my life as innocence, a favor to my Lord
Opened my arms not knowing I cant ever close them again
Mind control diminished my chest finally crashes in
I dont know anymore, what I am or who I am without her
I just know this feeling is unbearable and shes unsure
She's almost 3yrs old now
Prettiest and most precious angel ive ever found
My baby niece holds my whole world and doesnt even know it
As I write, tears pooring down my checks, sitting here trying to explain it
Trying to tell you my story of a love I cant control
20yrs old and raising this girl as my own while her moms on parole
I hate how much I love her and how easily they can just take her
I for sure know th
is
When shes gone, im letting go, drifting off to paradise
