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Lies Unfolded
I wonder if they would even care if i was here or gone i wonder what they would say or do after i'm gone would they even shed one tear or even show, one ounce of pain for me.
You say when you'r gone that no one would give two shit's in hell if you'r on this earth or not but deep down inside you know you need someone by you'r side, but on the outside you act so tough and you never let you'r true emotion's show through.
So while you'r lyaing there on you'r bed tonight maybe you should ask god while you'r gone will you cry for you'rselve because you never meant, to take it this far and you never meant to hurt the one's you loved.
When you'r lying on you'r bed at night not being able to fall asleep do you ever have doubts about all the terrible thing's you have done or said and what if the person you got angry at does not make it through the night would you wake up in the morning wishing you could take it all back and think maybe if you would have just kept you'r thought's to yourselve that just maybe they would still be here right now, but no you never think about what your words or action's may do to someone maybe that person you did this to needed an friend at the time what if you didn't have a second chance to tell them just how much you love them and that you'r sorry for letting them down.
You say that this will never happend to you but you know what you'r lying and you'r lying to yourselve because deep down inside you know that you do need someone by your side and you know that you truly do not know what will happend to you in the end you say that you just wan't to be left alone and to die without anyone by you'r side and you said you'll never love anyone and that no one could ever make you love them but, it seem's the tables have turn because you had someone so good in you'r life and you just let her get away she really did love you but now she's fed up with all the emotional game's you play with her head one minute you love her the next minute you can't fucking stand her.
You'r afraid to get close to anyone because you can't help but think if they will leave you and turn you'r life upside down just like the rest of them have done you but you can't stop thinking about them and you can't help but fallen inlove with the person every second of the minute you'r talking to them but you said what if i did die just maybe i will like it that way maybe i'll just take my own life tonight who would, give two shit's in hell if i was on this fucked up earth or not but what you do not know is that there is someone out there tonight who is feeling the same way as you are right at this moment but you block it out you don't wan't to hear another damn word about it you even tell them just leave you alone and let you fucking die because the world would be a better place after you'r gone but it's so hard to not be here for you and not care about you because i know deep down inside you'r just a little confused and you need someone to help you through all you'r problem's and pain.
You start to think of way's to end all this pain and all this stress and you start thinking about how the one you love so much doesn't give two shits in hell about you they sit there and tell you how they wan't you out of their life for good and they regret the day they ever laid eye's on you because every sense that day started they have been so unhappy and they wished they could just make this go away and get you out of their life for good, and then it makes you wan't to die even worse because the one you love more than you'r life has just told you that they wished that day had never arrived.
They start to leave you fall at their feet begging them to please don't go and you love them and you can't bear the thought of loosing them and they look down at you and stare into you'r eye's and say i never loved you i never wanted the day to come that we met and i never wanted a damn thing to do with but you wouldn't leave me alone you kept on and on until finnaly i had enough of all the shit you was doing and i agreed to be with you just so you wouldn't bug the fuck out of me and you would feel like you was loved but deep down inside i never fucking loved you i didn't give, two shits in hell what happend to you or where the fuck you ended up at i just got tired of you annoying the hell out of me every single day so i said yes just to shut you up and make you seem like you felt loved so now you know the truth and i can leave so fuck you and all the lie's you made me tell you'r never get an chance with me you just wished you could have someone like me but the truth is you'r never see the day come that you'll have me and the day that i'll acturaly love you.
