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What's In A Smile
You get up every day with a smile, where the sun is shining walking around with this huge smile upon your face, which no one, knows rather your truly happy or just holding back the pain.
You walk around all day long with an smile on your face like the time, you had just found out the worst news in the world you was smilin from ear to ear.
You sit there and say your happy and put up this fake smile but at night all you can feel upon your face is wetness from the tear's that have fallen down the, night before you try to act as if everything's okay and smile and go on but there's something missing inside of your soul from the tear's that have fallen down the night before.
You try to act as if everything's okay and smile and go on but there's something missing inside of your soul You lye awake at night in your bed with an million thought's running thru your mind, you close your eye's hopeing that they will disappear but when you open your eye's you can still feel all the problem's laying on your chest.
You try to think of happy thought's of what it was like when you used to be happy and used to have friend's but now the friend's you once knew have all vanished into the night and you wonder if it is something that you have done or said to them to make them just all go away all at one time you try to smile and forget your past and, the hurt that it has brought upon you but no matter how hard you try forget or make it go away it's in your dream's haunting you until you wake up cold and shaking and can not take no more.
You think of way's to just escape it all just one little way you could escape everything but nothing seems to work you think that maybe if you just closed your eye's just try to think of something else for a second of two that, just maybe all this pain and all your problem's will go away but when you open your eye's all your problem's are standing in front of you and they have all came back on top of you 10x's harder than before.
By:Heather R Feazel
7-29-04
