I can't sit here and pretend that your not here I can't sit here and pretend that it's you everytime i hear the phone ring, I can't pretend it's you everytime someone knock's on the door.
I can't pretend that i will get a phone call from you everyday, I can't pretend i do not miss you when i do miss you.
I can't go on living my life the way i use to when you was a part of it, I can't listen to a certain song when it was your favorite song.
I can't sit there and listen to people talk when everyone's voice sound's like your's , I can't sit here and wish everything back to normal when it will never be back to normal.
I can't move on with my life when the biggest part of it is missing, I can't pretend if i close my eye's and open them that i will see you again.
I can't pretend that you did not mean anything to me, when you meant the world to me.
I can't sit here and pretend that i did not love you when your the only one i loved, i can't sit here and pretend that i did not care about you when you meant more to me than my life does.
I'm sorry i never told you that you was the only one i loved, I miss you so much.
Dedicated To: Jeremy Hazlinsky
From: Heather Feazel