I Can't Pretend

I can't sit here and pretend that your not here I can't sit here and pretend that it's you everytime i hear the phone ring, I can't pretend it's you everytime someone knock's on the door.



I can't pretend that i will get a phone call from you everyday, I can't pretend i do not miss you when i do miss you.



I can't go on living my life the way i use to when you was a part of it, I can't listen to a certain song when it was your favorite song.



I can't sit there and listen to people talk when everyone's voice sound's like your's , I can't sit here and wish everything back to normal when it will never be back to normal.



I can't move on with my life when the biggest part of it is missing, I can't pretend if i close my eye's and open them that i will see you again.



I can't pretend that you did not mean anything to me, when you meant the world to me.



I can't sit here and pretend that i did not love you when your the only one i loved, i can't sit here and pretend that i did not care about you when you meant more to me than my life does.



I'm sorry i never told you that you was the only one i loved, I miss you so much.

  

  

  

Dedicated To: Jeremy Hazlinsky

From: Heather Feazel

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is for my best friend who died, knew him sense i was 13-20 and i never got the chance to say goodbye.

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