Fear

It started out as just talking and then you asked me did i want a drink, I said sure and then you said lets go find a quiet place so you took my hand and lead me upstairs.



We went into the bedroom you started to kiss me and then you threw me onto the bed and wouldn't let me go i started to cry but you wouldn't listen.



I begged you to stop but you just kept going and now you still come around it's like your everywhere i'm afraid to be alone in a place because i'm afraid you will be there when i turn around.



Everytime i close my eye's i picture that horrible night I'm afraid to be alone with other guy's because im afraid they will turn out just like you.



You made me loose my self estem and trust to where i don't think i can trust any guy the night you raped me.  



I try to warn my friend about you but she doesn't listen so i guess i'll have to do something about this so that you will never be able to hurt another girl.



I never thought that anuything like this could happend to me, but i was wrong and now i have to live with the fact that i was raped Why didn't you stop when i asked you to i said no over and over but you just kept doing it.


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