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If only you knew what you mean to me
~I can't even count all the sleepless night or how many times I've skipped meals,I've thought about you every moment that my mind can take. Ever since I fell in love you your the only thibg I dream of because your THe thing I can think of... If I had to tell the whole world how I felt about you I would only be talking to you. Your the one that I long for. Your the one I need. Your the only one who could ever make me feel happy again. And if I ever had the chance to show you who I really was inside, you would see the real me, you would see only half of how much I love you... And all the little pieces of my heart that are piled in the corner would have that chance to mend back together, if only you would realize that all I want is for that one chance, just ONE I'm begging you. I would do anything just to hear you say "I care" I would do anything just to see your face one more time. If I had to die over and over in the most painfull just to show how much you mean to me... I would! I would do anything...just to prove how much I love you. And your my reason to get up in the mornin, your the reason my life is so great. Even through all the pain an tears I know that it'll be ok because I have faith in God that you might give me that chance I long for someday... I could ramble on and on about how much you mean to me, but the only thing I can find to say that seems right is... I love you and maybe I've made you understand a little of how important you are to me and if I didn't then just now that everything I just said was true whether it made since or not because love doesn't make since but I'm smart enough to know when I've been caught up in it and trust me I have... It's no walk in the park but I'll always know ican get through if I remember how much I love you. I would use my last breath to say I love you you are the most wonderfull guy I've ever met, that's all I can say because I don't any other way to say it... So I just hope you understood what I ment cause I honest to God ment every word of it!
-I wrote every word of this to show him how much he means to me-
