there are things i could not help.
the things that my heart felt.
the trembling of my lips,
and the sweetness of your kiss.
i hated to look at you.
but it was so hard to look away.
youd take some kind of control over me.
then i wouldnt know what to say.
but what i couldnt see
was what you were about to be.
someone who wanted nothing
but to spend their life with me.
i got scared and left.
i was afraid of being hurt.
so i broke our hearts
and left us in the dirt.
i wish i could say im sorry,
but i know thats not enough.
but i can not take it back,
because im scared of all this stuff.
the stuff that i couldnt help.
the things that my heart felt.
i wish i could say what i felt wasnt true,
but the truth i know is i will always love you.