Still thinking back on what happened
The lie you led on like nothing was going on
I hate her with a passion
I want this to be over.
My life revolves around you
Without you, I feel my world wouldn't spin
My sun wouldn't shine
and My heart would be lost forever.
I want everything to be okay
but I can't get these thoughts to clear
Why can't I let go of this past
Why must I cry out all these tears?
Laying here talking to you on the phone
I realize how much of a bitch I really am
Maybe it was my fault you done it
Maybe I couldn't keep you from this.
I know you tried so hard to keep it from me
but I just hurt so damn bad
My heart has a empty hole that can't be fixed
No matter how much you say "Sorry."
I couldn't walk away from you no matter what
You are the love of my life
You are the only thing that makes sense
Just tell me now what do you want?
<3 Monday July 10, 2006 at 8:32