She walks away with tears in her eyes
With a pen in her pale hands
Rain washing away the make up
She doesn't quite understand.
She looks up at the sky "God why me?"
Looks back down as she walks alone
Wondering why it's come to this
She doesn't know how to carry on
She tries to find comfort in her own words
She doesn't know where to go
It seems she's been lost for so long
She watches the as the wind blows.
She sits down and writes on an old pizza box
"The devil made me do it."
She knew no one would miss her
No one would know to forget.
She killed herself that night
Took a blade to her fair skin
Everyone was to blame
For this life that's come to an end.
Author's Notes/Comments:
I tried to paint a picture in your mind of the scenery that's painted in my mind. It's a city at night with rain pouring down, only thing seen moving is the girl walking. She looks as if She is about 16 or 17. She just had a big fight with her boyfriend, and her parents don't want her anymore. She doesn't have anywhere to go and she's lost the faith of a better tomorrow, so she kills herself and writes her suicide note on an old pizza box she sees int the trash. Kind of a weird story of why this came to me. Um. Big fight with Jason, which didn't happen yet but I know it will. Listening to depressing music after something dramatic happening is never a good result, but it makes one damn good poem. Besides, who else writes a poem with an old pizza box in it?