Used to when I was bored I'd slice my wrist or take some pills
I soon realized he cared about me and that shit really kills
What do I do now? I just sit and thing about my past
Why living so long after what I did? Why do I last?
Am I holding on just for him or do I know someone cares?
I sit here with my pencil and my notebook in the stairs
Why do I hang on to my life? Why dont I end it all tonight?
I guess, some how, I know know everything will be alright.
He keeps me alive, Kind of like the air I breathe
I don't know what I would do if he ever leaves
Would I kill myself, or just lay there in pain
What part of me would still yet remain?
Would I hold together for my best friend Ben
Would I try to fall in love ever again?
Mistakes I'll make. I hope Jason can deal
I hope he knows that my love is for real.
I'm not lying when I say "I love you"
I just hope, you mean it too.