I get mad and punch the wall
Because I can not hear her call
I feel like sometimes I can talk to her
But... I am left looking for an answer.
I feel so lost, alone. I can't see here there
I hope she knows deep inside, I really care
I just can't leave this all behind and face
That I will no longer feel her soft embrace.
I got mad when she first went away
And I think about it to this very day.
Is it because I am so wrong
Why she didn't last that long.
I just want her here with me now
I wish I could bring her back somehow
I see the stone and realize
The pain goes through my eyes.
Tears of saddness and being alone drip to the moss
I wonder if I killed myself, what would be the cost?
I just want to be with her no matter what it takes
I've said "I'm Sorry, God" for all of my many mistakes.
Still I walk around this weary road looking for a sign
I see many people walking around looking and cryin
Oh please tell me why
So many people had to die.