I'm Sorry God.

I get mad and punch the wall

Because I can not hear her call

I feel like sometimes I can talk to her

But... I am left looking for an answer.



I feel so lost, alone. I can't see here there

I hope she knows deep inside, I really care

I just can't leave this all behind and face

That I will no longer feel her soft embrace.



I got mad when she first went away

And I think about it to this very day.

Is it because I am so wrong

Why she didn't last that long.



I just want her here with me now

I wish I could bring her back somehow

I see the stone and realize

The pain goes through my eyes.



Tears of saddness and being alone drip to the moss

I wonder if I killed myself, what would be the cost?

I just want to be with her no matter what it takes

I've said "I'm Sorry, God" for all of my many mistakes.



Still I walk around this weary road looking for a sign

I see many people walking around looking and cryin

Oh please tell me why

So many people had to die.

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