So many people in the world I hate
Used to be they were so great.
Trying to fit in, but thoughts unclear
New faces that I will see next year.
Friends I have now, we might not be.
I think maybe they might leave me.
Turning to black my makeup and clothes
What I feel no one understands or knows.
People look down at me, my thoughts are bad
Contemplating suicide doesn't seem so sad.
I wanna show everyone how I feel
Show them that my pain is too real.