I lock myself in my room trying to find the question
I don't know how to find myself, I guess I'm stuck.
I hate being here. It feels like a prision
I love you guys, but I need something more
I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going
I'm not the drugie you think I am
Why do you keep me here when you know this?
I know things. I know how things work...
I'm not little anymore. You can't hide the truth
If you can't let me find it myself, it will happen
It has many times before. I'll just run away
From all the pain I hold within myself.
It's almost like you don't TRUST me
You keep me here locked inside all day
Nothing happens, yet you wonder why I do what I do
Maybe I only do these things to get back at you?
Where would I get the drugs when you don't let me go out
I mean. Hello, it takes money and people
You just don't like me. Is that is? Am I just an excuse?
Or... more like, Am I a mistake?