Staring into the shadows, voices call for me
Wondering why I am losing my sanity
I can't bare this thought of losing it all
I start to shake as they call.
Can't stand this, I'm all alone
Before you know me, I'll be gone.
The knife moves closer, my lungs get weak
My mind is lost, I can then barely speak
Trying to stop, this pain starts over again
As my life nears it's very last end.
Cutting my skin is my last resolution
I can't stand my mind's only pollution.
I can't think when I do, I'm sickened.
These emotions always thicken.
TO HELL WITH EVERYTHING!
These words I bring.
I could end all thsi pain inside
No more tears I could have cried.
I get all shakey, I can't let go.
What ever is keeping me here, I don't know.
These thoughs won't go away
I try to rid them everyday
Still, nothing changes. I lay here to die.
I shall not shed one tear....
while bidding my last good-bye.