Forever Lonely & Sad

Are you ugly inside, like I am?

Living, but not giving a damn.

Is it hard to go on each day to day?

Same shit, just in a different way.



Inside, I feel this black hole,

Being happy is my only goal.

I used to slice, but it got stupid

So many nights I cried and bled.



I wanted to do drugs and fuck everything up

Everytime someone came close, I closed up

It's still like no one can reach me

Trying so hard to find that key.



I've locked my heart in a shell

So many guys, who I've wished to hell

Please don't let him be like that.

Just cut me some slack.



Maybe he's what I need to fill the space

I think about him, his jokes, and his face.

Help me to gain the love I once had

Don't let me be forever lonely and sad.

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