Are you ugly inside, like I am?
Living, but not giving a damn.
Is it hard to go on each day to day?
Same shit, just in a different way.
Inside, I feel this black hole,
Being happy is my only goal.
I used to slice, but it got stupid
So many nights I cried and bled.
I wanted to do drugs and fuck everything up
Everytime someone came close, I closed up
It's still like no one can reach me
Trying so hard to find that key.
I've locked my heart in a shell
So many guys, who I've wished to hell
Please don't let him be like that.
Just cut me some slack.
Maybe he's what I need to fill the space
I think about him, his jokes, and his face.
Help me to gain the love I once had
Don't let me be forever lonely and sad.