Why Be Depressed?

I kicked the tainted love right in the ass

Not my fault I wasn't happy in the past

My happiness will only last for a while

But it feels good to be able to smile.

I'll be starting a new year pretty soon

But it'll be another year full of doom

The walls will close in

Be hard to breathe again.

Pain will come back alive and haunt me

I'll soon start feelings just a bit lonely

Maybe I'm not meant to be happy

Or I might be missing something in me.

I have parents, guy and a couple best friends

That's something that's not supposed to end

Why was I so depressed before?

Life wasn't at all what I wished for...



Oh yeah.

It was the getting made fun of no friends around

THe only friends I had were in a different town

Sitting at lunch alone almost ever day

Couldn't eat, tears were in the way.

Met a girl in my 2nd period class

She was gay, but I let that pass

People started making fun of me more

So I threw that friendship out the door.

Met a girl named Jesse

She made me happy...

Not that way that you are thinkin

One problem was, one night she was drinkin

She'll be a hobo out there on the street

Laughs out Loud, I'm the one to meet.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This makes no sense.. I don't even remember writing it... but.. okay.

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