I kicked the tainted love right in the ass
Not my fault I wasn't happy in the past
My happiness will only last for a while
But it feels good to be able to smile.
I'll be starting a new year pretty soon
But it'll be another year full of doom
The walls will close in
Be hard to breathe again.
Pain will come back alive and haunt me
I'll soon start feelings just a bit lonely
Maybe I'm not meant to be happy
Or I might be missing something in me.
I have parents, guy and a couple best friends
That's something that's not supposed to end
Why was I so depressed before?
Life wasn't at all what I wished for...
Oh yeah.
It was the getting made fun of no friends around
THe only friends I had were in a different town
Sitting at lunch alone almost ever day
Couldn't eat, tears were in the way.
Met a girl in my 2nd period class
She was gay, but I let that pass
People started making fun of me more
So I threw that friendship out the door.
Met a girl named Jesse
She made me happy...
Not that way that you are thinkin
One problem was, one night she was drinkin
She'll be a hobo out there on the street
Laughs out Loud, I'm the one to meet.