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Here In My Heart.

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Older Poems, (2005 - 2008)

Here in my heart lies pain that can't be forgotten

Shame that won't fade away and won't be mistaken

Memories come back and are left here to burn

Wondering why I can't have happiness in return.



Here in my heart lies a soul that is cut and sore

Regret and suffer right down to the center and core

Can't forget the things that has been done to me

And no way can I ever stop the loneliness and misery.



Here in my heart I feel a little confused

Because some guys toy with me, I've been used

How can I stop this pain I started here in my heart

How am I supposed to pretend it's okay when we part?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was extremely weird for me to write.  It's actually about Rape.  How lonely and disquisted you feel afterwards.  The story in the poem is like:  He just raped her, and she lies about it so no one will find out.  She is blaming herself right off.  She's feels icky and she askes "How am I supposed to pretend it's okay?".   YOu may have thought this was about a break up... but it's not.  It's about Rape.

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