One step closer, I have that knife to my wrist
Just like always, I became a little pissed
"do it" voices inside of my head say
"you know this is the only way".
I look up and see her photo on my wall
Why didn't she hear me when I called?
I am a troubled child with thoughts of bad
No matter what, I still love mom and dad.
I see her eyes and it helps me through
Because, She said "I'll always love you"
For momma, I stay together through the toughest
I pray for her when I lay my head down to rest.
Momma, I know I scare you. But please momma see
You said no matter what, you would forever love me.
Your little girl is changing, spending more time with dad
But, don't give up now. Your the best mom I ever had.
Kids say how much they hate their mother
I tell them, I love mine forever.
Can't you see, Momma? I need a change
I am getting tired of the same ole' things.
Momma, If I leave here tonight
Know that everything'll be alright
'Cause, I'll be back, I don't know when
We'll hang out, that day and then...
We can go get icecream from IceCream Shack
Just no matter what momma, try to relax
Your little girl isn't gone forever, she misses you
And I am sure that you are missing her too.