Did it not work out? What went wrong
Was this break up going on long?
I can't forget all that we've been though
And how you said "I'll always love you"
Last night it was easy, I had you there
You acted like you still cared
You said it was in my best favor
But ... if that's so, why is it over?
I can't make my pain fade away
It's here, this time, to forever stay
I keep listening to this song over again
Reminding me of how we had to end.
"It's not so bad.
You're only the best I ever had."
Keeps replaying in my head
I lay away crying in my bed.
I haven't aten because I'm so lonely
Why am I the one with all the misery?
I bang my head and throw my fists through a wall
But that still doesn't make you call.
I need something. A pill or a knife
I'm starting to live my fucked up life
All over again. You stopped it, but started
For a while, I will be broken-hearted.