Broken-Hearted

Did it not work out? What went wrong

Was this break up going on long?

I can't forget all that we've been though

And how you said "I'll always love you"



Last night it was easy, I had you there

You acted like you still cared

You said it was in my best favor

But ... if that's so, why is it over?



I can't make my pain fade away

It's here, this time, to forever stay

I keep listening to this song over again

Reminding me of how we had to end.



"It's not so bad.

You're only the best I ever had."

Keeps replaying in my head

I lay away crying in my bed.



I haven't aten because I'm so lonely

Why am I the one with all the misery?

I bang my head and throw my fists through a wall

But that still doesn't make you call.



I need something. A pill or a knife

I'm starting to live my fucked up life

All over again. You stopped it, but started

For a while, I will be broken-hearted.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Chet and I broke up.  Saturday, August 13, 2005 at 12:45am.  *sigh*

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