I dont know weither to scream or cry
I want to curl up in a ball and just die
I haven't hurt this way in a long time
Ever since he became only mine.
Something happened today
The pain won't go away
I don't know what I'm going to do
I can only think about him. You.
He's stopped me from slicing so far
I don't know why i'm falling apart
Seeing him in each vision that I see
I wonder if this is how it's supposed to be
How'm I going to forget what was said
"I hate her" keeps playing in my head
Am I that much of a failure or a loser?
Does everyone think I'm a poser?
"I hate her" is a phrase I can't stand to hear
It always brings the blood and another tear
Please stop my pain before it goes to deep
I have a promise to him that I have to keep.
Baby, help me through, Only you can
You are the only one who understands.
Just make it stop. Take it away
I'm sorry for slicing today.