Sorry For Today

I dont know weither to scream or cry

I want to curl up in a ball and just die

I haven't hurt this way in a long time

Ever since he became only mine.



Something happened today

The pain won't go away

I don't know what I'm going to do

I can only think about him.  You.



He's stopped me from slicing so far

I don't know why i'm falling apart

Seeing him in each vision that I see

I wonder if this is how it's supposed to be



How'm I going to forget what was said

"I hate her" keeps playing in my head

Am I that much of a failure or a loser?

Does everyone think I'm a poser?



"I hate her" is a phrase I can't stand to hear

It always brings the blood and another tear

Please stop my pain before it goes to deep

I have a promise to him that I have to keep.



Baby, help me through, Only you can

You are the only one who understands.

Just make it stop. Take it away

I'm sorry for slicing today.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Yeah.

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