Tired of slipping away from the life I know
I am not able and not even ready to let go
Why sit and kill myself over the pain
Why sit and cry in the pouring rain
Hurting myself only causes my friends tears
I can't keep hiding from my greatest fears.
Trying to discover who I really am
Makes me realize I dont give a damn
Voices whisper to me "You're not okay
Everyone will be happy if you die away."
Listening to the voices get me here
In my world that is too unclear.
I can't feel you with me anymore
I forgot what I was fighting for
Haunted by the past, tears come falling
Death comes, My name it is calling.
Wish I could disappear and go away
I know there is only one other way.
Give in to this pain. Give in to the desire.
Wake myself up and see that your a liar
Call me out, Cut my wrist for me
I've been in too much damn misery.
Fuck everything. I don't want to go back
It's your fault my world is painted black.