World Painted Black

Tired of slipping away from the life I know

I am not able and not even ready to let go

Why sit and kill myself over the pain

Why sit and cry in the pouring rain

Hurting myself only causes my friends tears

I can't keep hiding from my greatest fears.



Trying to discover who I really am

Makes me realize I dont give a damn

Voices whisper to me "You're not okay

Everyone will be happy if you die away."

Listening to the voices get me here

In my world that is too unclear.



I can't feel you with me anymore

I forgot what I was fighting for

Haunted by the past, tears come falling

Death comes, My name it is calling.

Wish I could disappear and go away

I know there is only one other way.



Give in to this pain. Give in to the desire.

Wake myself up and see that your a liar

Call me out, Cut my wrist for me

I've been in too much damn misery.

Fuck everything. I don't want to go back

It's your fault my world is painted black.



"World Painted Black"

Rachael Frye

June 16, 2006 -@- 8:08am

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