Trying to live my life as normal as I can
Most people I talk to just wouldn't understand
I try to rid the thoughts, do other things
Getting through what ever life brings.
I tried writing, it doesn't help that much
I still slice my wrist, starve myself and such
I don't understand why this is happening to me
Why doesn't pain just leave me alone. Let me be.
I try to run from it but it finds me again
I want to get rid of it, let a new life begin
I know they try to help, when I tell them what's wrong
Why don't they just understand, that I want to be alone.
Is life worth living? Answer me. Will I ever live in bliss?
Or, every day will I think back to something I miss?
I wish I could just go away. Leave everyone without me.
I don't know. I just feel that cause of me, no one is happy.