If I Died Today

I see the way everyone looks at me

Why do they want me to be in misery

Haven't I suffered enough these last two years?

I can't get over my pain.  I am living in fear.



What if I died today?  Where would you be?

Would you come to see me when I go for eternity?

Would you be happy that I am not here anymore?

Would you lay there and cry on the floor?



It's hard to go on with these thoughts so bad.

I can't erase them, and it really makes me sad.

What can I do? How can they see?

What do they really mean to me?

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