It's a living pain waiting to happen, it is my life
Now I think that all that's left of me is the knife
The one that take all of my pain away
The only thing that makes me okay.
Breaking out of the skin, my blood runs cold
This is a story of a tale that hasn't been told.
"My cat scratched me" is my favorite alibi
Only a few know that, that is my lie.
It gives me chills, but I laugh at the pain
Only a few hundred scars are there to remain
They remind me of a time when I was happy
This knife is the key to solving my misery.
No one understands me, I say over again
I reopen scars so they won't ever mend.
People look at me when I have a band-aid on
I just wish my suffering was gone!
I want to live. I want to try to be somebody
I want to find a place that will make me happy
I thought I had everything, my life was great
So many of you out there may be able to relate.
He stole it all. My innocence and my pride
I can no longer run away, I cannot hide.
Take him away, Make him die. Not me!
This isn't they way it's supposed to be.
He used me. I wish only you would know
Someone has to understand, before I go.
He told me he'd always be there, look what he did
How could he? I was, then and now, just a kid.
He took my childhood and broke it apart
Now, I have nothing in my cold cold heart.
I hate everyone. I just want to be left alone.
The little girl I once was is nothing but gone.