When I Think Of You
When I think of you
There is no heartache,
No sadness,
No pain,
No insecurity…..
When I think of you
I feel
Love,
Safety,
Happiness,
Protection…..
When I use to think of you
I felt pain and saddened,
Not from you, no not at all,
But because I was so use to feelings of
Darkness and negative and pain and sadness…..
That
When I use to think of you
This happiness seemed so unreal
So un-normal
I felt guilty for being happy, for wanting you forever
Like I didn't deserve happiness or love,
Like I didn't deserve you
But now
When I think of you
Our memories we made together come to mind
A smile crosses my face
And my heart and soul rejoice
Knowing that you are mine
Knowing that you will always stay by my side
Knowing that you and you alone are my happy ending
This makes my soul smile and
This makes my soul smile and can relate.
A Happy Ending
Nice, for a change.