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That night
She never once thought that one day
she would have him on top of her
touching her every spot
roaming his rough hands
around her crevasses
roaming areas she didn't even know existed
But what does a kid know
expect that when you fall
you would get a kiss and a band-aid
not a excruciating pain
that when you had a nightmare
someone was always there to console you
not make you wish what was happening was a dream
Screaming, kicking, fighting,crying
nothing seemed to work
not even praying for this to be over
just laying there getting your innocence taken from you
and you didn't even know what was going on
expect you were in pain and you wanted your mommy
It still haunts her whenever she see's
an ederly man, or someone who looks like The Man
she couldn't stand to look at herself in the mirror
her own image diguisted her to a point to make her want to die
But she didn't die
after so many failed attempts
so many pill bottles
broken belts
dull razors
alchol bottles
nothing worked so she could end this pain
She walks as if nothing happened that night
afraid and paranoid..
Who could she trust?
If she couldn't trust herself?
