Obvious

Through a decade of lust,
Now I am walking on.
With my lost hope,
and another sad song.

I glance your way,
and turn quickly back,
I picture you staring...
Though, I know,
You're much too tough for that.

In regret I blame you
Though, you never actually knew...
It's just your so cool,
Yet, you don't have a clue what I've been through.

Once I was hoping for a simple surprise.
But, you followed the path I ought to have realized

You're a sad excuse for an asshole,
With your heart in such great demand.

And just so you know,
I would've held your hand.

Now I walk the halls,
zombie-like and dazed.

Can't look you in the eyes,
even on the brightest of days.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Always secretly falling into love way too young...

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