Control

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suicide

Why should I cry?

I know I want to die

The tears I'd cry

are locked inside

locked away from all who see

They must not see the pain I feel

They wont understand

I just cant explain

I just have the urge to cut again

I cant control it how I feel

when the knife's in my hands

and the blood is real

I cut again one more time

thinking of how

I AM IN CONTROL

no'one can stop me

no'one at all

not even the doctor or the aslylum hall

I've been there once for cutting before

I'm not going to stop... I have nothing to live for

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written in computer class... thinking about how much my life really sucks and thinking about how much I crave the feeling of being in control again

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